January 2011
December 2010
i just got used to eating less.
I haven't been eating, so I can drink all I want....
I don't know how to feel....
I had nothing to eat today… only like 3 cups of green tea.. and zero sleep! >.
ECSAPE THE FATE- City Of Sin
music video is my new thinspo! if you don’t mind half nude girls and rock music.. you should see it.. heh heh.
11164) I would never cut "FAT" into my thigh...
RE-BLOG IF YOU WANT TO FAST WITH ME TOMORROW
“I guess it’s okay, I puked the day away.”
– the used. ‘buried myself alive’
:'(
I took photos today… I’m uber HUGE! :’((( i need to lose pounds… :( fml. fast and extream work out starts now. :’( :/
“when you feel like giving up, remember why you held on so long in the first...”
– Jared Leto. (via atomicexploder)
oh dear lord...
I did:
60 squats
50 sit-ups
30 push-ups
100 jumping jacks
and ran in place for 5 minutes.
damn! it all hurts. but thank fucking shit I can still do all that. :) haha!
major aches mañana!
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I totally forgot Glee was filming at my school again… I hate that! .____. I hope they leave soon!
le boyfriend and I broke up. totally okay with it. we both saw it coming. he’s gonna be on tour for a few months in Europe. so this came at a good time. no more chugging down whiskey every night anymore. time to sober up and get this weigh loss back on track! :D
live fast, die young, and look pretty in your...
I’m nearly 16 and I feel like I’ve done everything I humanly can in this earth. I have a wonderful job, a beautiful guy, and an okay family. I’ve been around the damn earth many times, ive seen so much shit and done alot in like 5 years. I feel like a 89 year old woman ready to die. I’m so bored with life right now. I need to try something new, but I don’t know...
“Ever since the day we died, well I’ve got nothing left to lose.”
– the pretty reckless. nothing left to lose
back stage at le boyfriends show…. :( so much alcohol. can’t drink. AND sooo much foooood… :/ damn it. I will not eat or drink.
fml. it was my friends birthday today so we went to our friends loft to have a party.. then around 6 we go to a sushi bar, so that’s like whatever.. after we go to this empty house and call people to come over and have a dance party. so it all goes well until some dunk guy fucking loses his phone and starts a damn riot about it. then like 10 mins later the cops show up and raid the damn...
hanging out with guys reminds me why I’m eating less then 300 calories a day. :)